have you ever, ever feeling like.. your heads floating like.. in the clouds or something? now I get it why people get drunk when they feel like stressful, depressed or their head will just explode if you are not having someone.. to share.
well, I guess two year is a long time. surely a long time.
so, what you gonna do now?
well, I don't know..
I just know, you is always being you. And if we become "us" means we'll fight again, we'll try to hurt each other again. And all I know is, maybe .. you could be happier without me.
two years is a long time for us to get to know each other,
to get to know you that.. your ego, your taste (tell me about it), your style, your dreams.. are bigger than just becoming my husband..
call me old fashioned girl from the small village, but, that's exactly me, my dream is just be a better mom, to be a happy wife with a loving husband, growing old together while watching our children grown up..
call me naive
call me liar
call me bitch
what ever makes you feel better..
you know,
I don't even know what are you talking about sometimes, because I'm not that kind of "city girl" with a perfect pose or high tech conversation.. I just.. can't, and I don't want to know..
just admit it, I am not good enough.
why am I so tired all the time..
where am I..
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