Friend?? Trait0r??

I think s0meoNe who became a trait0r must be our friend at the first time, and h0w ab0ut if s0me0ne y0u called as a bestfriend lie to y0u? Do i have to f0rgive them?Of c0urse i must f0rgive them. We're bestfriend,right? And i think friendship is ab0ut need each other,but h0w if they d0nt need me and i need them? Is it still call a friendship? Its bugging me! I d0nt wanNA d0ubt my friend, i want they happy with their b0yfriends.But s0metime i neEd they,i feeling s0 al0ne,c0z i d0nt have b0yfriend just like them.i just have 2 busy bestfriends,and i really want to belive that they need me too.What i've to do n0w? Pe0ple always say that bestfriend is m0re imp0rtant than b0yfriend. I think that was wr0ng if y0u have a b0yfriend. Well,thats what i get in this h0liday. Do i a selfish girl? I just want to hanging out with them,sh0pping,see m0vies,sharing st0ries,i just wanna have fun with them.

I HaTE! I feEL so sad! So mAD! I feel like i can kiLL every0ne in this w0rLD,buRN thEM,and figHT with th0usands T-Rex! I juST want t0 sCREEEAAAAAM! BuT i cANT d0 that! WTF! Every sec0nd i feEL m0re Angry! I want to RUNAWAY! Get a new pLAce! So i can live hapPily eVER after! With0uT any rules fr0m my m0M n dad ! Its s0 crazY sitUATI0n! I waNT to EsCAPE ! plis g0d,let me g0 ! Let me get 0uT fr0M HERE! I neED a sPACE to brEATH ! I neED a m0ment so i can make my SELF cALM d0Wn! I can get a BeTTER live ! I can get my OWN W0RLD !

its almost Two weeKs after my birthday, but i still the same girl, the same ordinary girl. I think its cause i'm still consider as 17 again, hha like zac Efron. Nero and I still together you know, Cause we will never ever be apart. however Ayu have to go to UNdiP and I go to UNS we still can chat,messg,call when i need her. They're my besTFriend FOREVER!!

i hope Next Year we still can do This, and we sTiLL be Nero of course!!! I love you guys!!
and  we becOme a modeL in on Day in my biRThday

come On bUy this One!!!

AVATAR WOW... WHAT AN AMAZING MOVIEEE

SUN-DAY

Yuppy, it SUNDAY, with a giant SUN, n0 cL0uDS,n S0000 H0T!
H0H0H0!
Sleepy but i cant sLeeP! Huhu >,< my m0m said if u want filling up again,just g0 sLEep! My br0ther called me n t0ld that in KALIMANTAN rains everyday,but heLLO. . .Here feeLS like HELL! I need b0oKS,k0mik,CD or game,Pliiiz. . ! Huhuhu, but i cant go out! I want hanging 0uT,sH0pping,pliz let me get 0uT fr0m here!