Roses :D

Roses :D by meytaastuti featuring a multi stone bracelet

MSGM red sweetheart dress
farfetch.com

CHI dress
$625 - littleblackdress.co.uk

Charlotte Olympia pumps
mytheresa.com

KG Kurt Geiger pumps
$79 - kurtgeiger.com

Jimmy Choo black envelope clutch bag
jimmychoo.com

Miss Selfridge clutch
missselfridge.com

Clutch
$29 - fashionunion.com

Bracelet
ippolita.com

Oscar de la Renta multi stone bracelet
boutique1.com

Cobra & Bellamy drop earrings
$475 - johnlewis.com

Bracelet
$110 - peeptoeshoes.com.au

White pendant necklace
$47 - oliverbonas.com

Style Co bracelet
macys.com

Monsoon brown bracelet
monsoon.co.uk

Beach jewelry
amazon.com

Coral earrings
amazon.com

River Island black pendant necklace
$9.67 - riverisland.com

Garnet earrings
1stdibs.com

Rock N Rose floral crown
asos.com

Mimco floral hair accessory
$11 - mimco.com.au

Hair accessory
hottopic.com

Home decor
canadaflowers.ca

Passion Red

Passion Red by meytaastuti featuring a stretch mini dress

Jason Wu dress
boutique1.com

CHI dress
$625 - littleblackdress.co.uk

Stretch mini dress
modcloth.com

River Island red wrap dress
$97 - riverisland.com

Pussycat red slip dress
$24 - newlook.com

H M lace back dress
$24 - hm.com

Dress
1stdibs.com

Dress
1stdibs.com

Air, Awan, Dan Otot

      For Uthi, you win... maksudnya : iya, habis nggangguin uti belajar, gue nggak langsung belajar pas balik ke kamar. Gue nulis kan -_-  kenapa banget sih dia bisa tau apa yang bakal gue lakuin. Masuk kamar, manasin spageti, ambil float di kulkas dan mantengin leppi... heaveeeen.. tapi heaven ini nggak berlangsung lama, why? Gimana bisa heaven kalo inget air di kosan mati dan hari Rabo gue ada ujian muskuloskeletal.
 

  Air

      abis air, api... tanah... udara... dahulu kala keempat elemen hidup dengan damai di kosan Mastrip 31.. namun semua itu berubah ketika kekeringan menyerang... iya, KOSAN GUE KRISIS AIR *nggak nyante* ya ribet kalo mau pup, pip, mandi, wudhu, cuci baju, cuci piring, masak aaarrrrrgggghhhh nggak nyate pokoknya... dan yang paling parah gue tadi mandi pake aer AQUA GALON! kurang SOK kaya apa coba sihh... dan baju harus di laundry -_- makan pesen katring, tapi urusan mandi ini nih yang nggak nyante... gue penderita hiperhidrosis, dan kalo nggak mandi satu hari... I don't know what gonna happen -________-

Awan

       selain berdoa supaya ada awan dan turun hujan, subheading awan kali ini juga terinspirasi dari soundcloud-nya uti yang gue curi2 denger, habisnya di privat smua sih :p trus tadi juga sempet dengerin soundcloudnya Yedi yang Light Of Hope daaaaaaaaaaaaaaan gue melting selumer cadburry di masukin oven.. awalnya sih gue mikir ini kayak pachebel canon (kenapa? iya, gue suka musik classic.. macalah?)

ini nih link-nya :D YEDI IMMANUEL - Light Of Hope

Otot

      ini judul lebih nggak nyante lagi... otot... tulang.. origo.. insersio... innervasi... vaskularisasi... semua anak fk bakal hidup damai sebelum ketemu mereka smua -___- ujian kali ini bahannya nggak sebanyak blok lalu yang gue sampe baca 5 buku -_- tapi ujian kali ini hafalan anatominya itu hlo yang bikin kecekik. Udah kalo praktikum nangis-nangis, sampe kosan pun juga masih nangis2 gara-gara nggak hafal T.T sulcus tendinis musculi flexor policis longus, tendo muskulus digitorum carpi ulnaris, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarggggghhh.... siapa bilang "apalah arti sebuah nama" bagi anak FK nggak hafal bagiannya otot bisa kiamat blok muskulo *oke alay*


so, ini sudah pagi, float gue juga udah habis, saatnya sikat gigi dan bubuk cantik ditemani berry,balto,shaun, dolpi, winky dan sobotta *yang terakhir cuma pelengkap hahhaha   seee you guyss :D :D

Out Of Reach

         A junk? ah whatever... ya kali tulisan gue kayak sampah, bodo! yang penting gue heppi, bebas dan lepas.. toh ini kan blog pribadi hahaha mau nulis apa aja ya terserah kan. Sensi? Iya! gue rada dikit sensi dan nggak nyante, rabu gue ujian blok muskulo meeeen... dan seperti biasa, tadi nongkrong ke tempat Uthi... ya seenggaknya gue keluar kamar lah, seharian hibernasi di kamar glundang-glundung sama slide kuliah.. STRESS
        This blok... kalo dulu2 ada si ********** yang notabene gue jadiin patokan, kali ini patokan gue adalah si *********** , iya, gue punya sifat nggak mau kalah yaaaang cukup kuatlah hahaha so, daripada rasa crush itu yang terbuang sia-sia dan cuma bikin galau, gue lebih suka kalo rasa itu gue modifikasi ke rasa ingin membuktikan... keliatannya sih desprate gitu, tapi seenggaknya gue punya tekad "GUE NGGAK BOLEH KALAH SAMA DIA" apa salah? iya sih salah... gue dulu sempet gunain niat yang salah ini selama 1,5 tahun, trus pas habis sudah rasa itu.. gue kayak hilang -_- sumpah alay... dan butuh setengah tahun buat punya semangat yang salah itu lagi.
       Semangat dari nyokap? bokap? self motivated kek! iya itu juga udah dimasukkin, tapi please yaaa... nggak usah munafik, semangat dari mereka itu cuma tahan beberapa saat... gethol-getholnya sih kalo habis telponan sama rumah. So, meski semangat ini salah... at least gue punya semangat supaya nggak malu...
       
I know you out of my reach... so far..
I know this is crazy, stupid, and wrong... but... when the love tries to make you be a better girl, why not? ;)

lyric ---> Out Of Reach - Gabrielle

The Box

     Pasti ada kan sesuatu yang nggak bisa kita critain ke orang lain? yaaa... pastinya dengan berbagai pertimbangan tentunya. Ya entah malu, takut, ato karena kamu pengen melindungi sesuatu yang menurut kamu sangat berharga... bukan berarti kalo gue punya panu di pundak trus gue pengen melindungi (btw gue nggak panuan). Kali ini gue lagi ada di suatu keadaan dimana gue g bisa cerita ke orang lain, and its cukup nyesek. Seorang meta... dengan kebawelannya dan ke-oven-annya (mamahnya vicky) harus tutup mulut soal ini... but I know, aku tau ini nggak boleh kluar dari mulut gue :D karena gue percaya sama diri gue, gue bisa jaga rahasia ini.. sampai saatnya gue siap cerita ke orang lain... and for now, I have to close it, lock it, and hide the key.

"Everything Has Changed"

(duet with Ed Sheeran)

[Taylor Swift]

All I knew this morning when I woke

Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before.

And all I've seen since eighteen hours ago

Is green eyes and freckles in your smile

In the back of my mind making me feel right

[Taylor Swift]

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

[Both]

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

I just wanna know you, know you, know you

[Both]

'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."

And your eyes look like coming home

All I know is a simple name

Everything has changed

All I know is you held the door

You'll be mine and I'll be yours

All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

[Ed Sheeran]

And all my walls stood tall painted blue

And I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you

And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies

The beautiful kind, making up for lost time,

Taking flight, making me feel right

[Both]

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

I just wanna know you, know you, know you

[Both]

'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."

And your eyes look like coming home

All I know is a simple name

Everything has changed

All I know is you held the door

And you'll be mine and I'll be yours

All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back and tell me why

I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time, oh, oh, oh.

And meet me there tonight

And let me know that it's not all in my mind.

[Taylor Swift]

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

I just wanna know you, know you, know you

[Both]

All I know is we said, "Hello."

And your eyes look like coming home

All I know is a simple name

Everything has changed

All I know is you held the door

You'll be mine and I'll be yours

All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

[Taylor Swift]

All I know is we said, "Hello."

So dust off your highest hopes

All I know is pouring rain and everything has changed

All I know is a new found grace

All my days I'll know your face

All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Thanks to Casy Graves, Hailey, Kayleen Kitty, Tiffani, Stanley for correcting these lyrics.

NEW DAY, NEW SPIRIT, NEW DREAM...

ONE SONG COULD CHANGE YOUR DAY :D

wherever you guys.. just be positive :D you don't know Allah SWT plans, but be sure its always the BEST!

Tripped Out

Maybe this song is a perfect one for today...

Tripping out, spinning around

I'm underground, I felt down, I felt down

I'm freaking out to all am I now

upside down and I can't stop it now

it can't stop me now

I, I'll get by

I, I'll survive

When the worlds crashing down,

When I fall and hit the ground,

I will turn myself around,

don't you try to stop me

I, I won't cry

I found myself in Wonderland

get back on my feet again

is this real?, is this pretend?

I'll take a stand until the end

I, I'll get by

I, I'll survive

WHEN the worlds crashingn down,

WHEN I fall and hit the ground,

I will turn myself around,

don't you try to stop me

I, and I won't cry.....

       I mean this is not the end right? there still a chance for PKM-P, so, I just need to gather up all my spirit and segera nyari inspirasi proposal PKM-P :) Jadi nggih.. nggak cuma tekad penelitian aja yang harus beres, nilai blok 13 juga harus beres :D Hibah dekanat emang lari ke judul lain yang lebih oke, tapi semangat gue belom lari kok... ya cuma tadi siang aja semangatnya sempet mlancong..hehe but its not the end of my life! So? Ada beribu jalan menuju Roma dan ada beribu pula cara menuju sempro Agustus 2014 :D uyeyeyelalalalala semangat!!!! Have to be a better person for a better future wife, mom, doctor, professor, scientist :D :D

tapi apa kabar hafalan?mmm... okay its time for kaburrr...

oh iya baytheway... selamat ya Uthi, Mamah, Ayah, Garind... semoga lancar penelitiannya :D ikut seneng deeh kalian lolos :D :D

THE OTHER SIDE OF UTHI

       Who is uthi? my granny? yes if it is in my home means my granny, but in my dorm UTHI mean rr Arienta Yusitasari hohoho I always have to thank Allah for send me someone like her. She's like my... more than sister! She's talk like my mom, she love me as if as she's my big sister, she's always think super positively just like my mom! Sometimes I don't know how does her mind working -___- how did a girl in her age think just like my mommy.. I mean she's younger than me. See? That's my point, but I super duper love her.
       And you know guys, finally last 21 August she become a HYDRA hahhahaha why hydra? cause its has a two heads, I mean in Indonesia 20 years mean KEPALA DUA.

Uthi's bday wishes

      Okay, back to Uti, I dont know how did she handle my childish act cause I always go to her room and interrupted everything she did just to listen my story. Just like last night, but actually everynight hahaha but I'll telling you about last night. So, last night, I asked her to go out with me and bebeb, but she said she already promised to Dhea that she'll go with her. After "merayu-rayu" stengah jam dan akhirnya gue gatot, ya akhirnya gue sama bebeb, duo jomblo tergila ini nyari kado buat Maya.. torereeett happy birthday Maya, today is her birthday, I hope she'll survive from swarm behind FK.

    Pas pulang sebelum balik ke kamar pasti absen ke Uthi dulu, nah gue nemuin dia terkapar di kasur -__- I know, she's super tired yesterday, I mean.. dia koordinator acara pelantikan Pengurus BEM & BPM 2013/2014 ( ohya, finally untuk kedua kalinya kemaren gue dilantik hloh). Nah, kan trus gue yaa... biasa main2 sm tab nya uti, trus gue liat foto ini...

sepertinya percakapan selanjutnya adalah seperti ini 

Gue : " apaa apaaan si sih mamah sm ayah ini, ini kemaren pas ngerjain proposal di kosnya ayah ya? " 

Uthi : " iya, mereka itu kurang ajar banget, ya masak di depan gue mreka cubit-cubitan manja.. ya gemes trus gue foto lah.."

Gue : " iya! apalagi mamah itu, zzzzz banget kalo udah mulai godaa-godaan berdua sama ayah.. malesyiii..."

Uthi : " pakdhe juga, sok-sokan bales nyubit... aaaarghhh..."

Gue : *bengong bentar* " wait, uti? uti juga gemes sm orang pacaran? Alhamdulillah, gue pikir elo adalah orang yang nggak pengen pacaran dan sok manja-manja... fyuuh..."

Uthi : " ya kalo mereka pacaran di depan mata gue.. gue ya gemes laah.."

okay, that's the other side of Uthi, gue baru tau ya kalo uthi juga pengen dimanja-manja. Because of, Dia adalah orang yang selalu MEMANJA, bukan DIMANJA hahaha so, maybe its enough about uthi-nya :p She's just like my angel, I don't know what to say, but surely I have to say Alhamdulillah :D 

JOMBLO OR SINGLE? JUST BE POSITIVE!!

         Are you a nerd girl? sitting all sat night in the room just listen a music and read some books? well sounds like me hahha but not really, I mean I still love to hanging out with my bestfriends. Well, if you jomblo its doesn't mean you have to sit and do nothing! Get out! Go to someplaces, try something you never even think about it, and just explore yourself! Try tennis, or basket, or experiment with your style! Just try something new!  

         Kalo lo suka yutupan, pasti lo tau dong siapa abang ini

   

      Yaps, bang Dovi, baru sekali liat videonya yang Indonesian vs Bule, gue langsung deh jatuh hati sama si abang-abang unyu ini. Trus di video yang Salam Jomblo, haha ga bisa comment lagi deh bang... Bisa bisa motivasinya buat para jombloers bisa bikin bang Dovi sm KakJo(skinnyindonesian24) ngalah-ngalahin tere liye ato om mario.

      Udah di play videonya? yaps, mbak Taylor Swift... ngerti kan maksud gueh?? I mean pacaran itu penuh dengan drama, pfffffffftttttttt..... mungkin gue kelamaan jomblo deh, makanya jadi apatis gini, eh gue lebih suka make kata logis seh daripada apatis :p tapi coba deh lo diem(konotasi) karena dengan diam lo bakal lebih bisa denger ketika your true love calling #esiiiiiiiih
      So? Sadar nggak sih kalo elo seorang jomblo alias single elo jadi lebih punya waktu. NAH! jadi kalo kamu punya waktu luang, ayo dong manfaatin buat hal yang positive! Kalo kalian mahasiswa, ayo ikutan BEM ato organisasi lain yang sekiranya bikin kamu get out lah dari kamar. Masak iya kalian mau nangis showeran dipojokan kamar tiap hari! nih ya kalo kalian mau banyak kok organisasi ato perkumpulan2 orang-orang keren yang dengan tangan terbuka bakal nerima bantuan kalian. So if you at JEMBER, EAST JAVA (kabupaten ujung timur pulau jawa -__- buka google maps ato atlas sana) nih ya aku kasih list things to do kalo kamu mahasiswa/siswa yang punya jiwa sosial yang tinggi

1. GABUNG UJAR (Unej Mengajar)
 jadi UJAR itu komunitas mahasiswa univesitas jember dari segala fakultas dan program studi yang bergerak di bidang pendidikan guys, jadi kalian bisa ngabisin waktu buat ngajar-ngajar adek2 lucu di SD, pesantren dll deh.. buka nih http://www.unejmengajar.org/

 2. GABUNG SSC JEMBER (Save Street Child Jember)
nah kalo yang SSC ini yaaaa sesuai namanya yaa, social organization yang bergerak dibidang anak-anak yang kurang beruntung guys, tapi nggak cuma itu aja sih, mereka juga punya program-program lain yang ga kalah keren kok. Keanggotannya juga lebih luas, soalnya beda dengan UJAR yang cuma buat para mahasiswa Univ Jember. Untuk lebih lengkap bia nih di buka disini  http://savestreetchildjember.wordpress.com/

3. GABUNG SEKOLAH BERMAIN JEMBER
Nah kalo yang satu ini masih fresh banget nih guys, sekolah bermain ini baru di lauching tanggal 30 juni kemaren hloo... dan komuitas ini sifatnya lebih bebas lagi, soalnya kakak-kakak disini buka diminta jadi pengajar ato semacem hal yang resmi2 gitu.. soalnya kegiatannya lebih mengembalikan keadaan supaya anak-anak bisa bermain dengan bebasnya, yah intinya guys komunitas ini ingin mengembalikan hak bermain anak-anak, I mean masa kita jadi anak-anak adalah masa-masa terbahagia. Info lanjut  nih buka ya guys http://www.sekolahbermain.com/

4. GABUNG STAND UP COMEDY JEMBER

nah kalo yang satu ini...buat kalian yang punya rasa humor yang tinggi bisa nih gabung ke komunitas yang satu ini. Biasanya sih mereka ada acara Jumat Kumat di Radio Cafe Kiss FM Jember, nah buat kalian yang pada bingung mau kemana kalo Friday night, dateng aja! free kok guys, tapi makan ya bayar sendiri. Info event bisa nih kalian follow twitternya https://twitter.com/StandUpIndo_JBR tapi mungkin buat jaga-jaga cari penerjemah bahasa lokal ya, takutnya kalian nggak ngeh sama beberapa kata :p

apalagi ya... sebenernya masih banyak sih organisasi/komunitas keren yang lain, kapan-kapan gue share lagi deh :D hehe, sobotta udah ngrengek2 inta dibuka. So? intinya daripada lo boring nangis2 nggak bisa move on di kamar tiap hari mending get out dan kabur ke event-event keren yang bermanfaat. okek? yuk cus dadah baybay :*

"KAPAN WISUDA GAN?"

        Kata yang sakti kan? bener-bener sakti hingga semua mahasiswa yang ditanyai langsung speechless, ya nggak semua sih bakal speechless. And you know what? I want to be one on them who wont speechless when they ask me " when you'll graduate? and wear that white coat?" I'll answer : insyaallah November next year :D AMIIIIIINNNN....
         Now, I'll focus on my project, no more "galau time" or boys thing, anyway I'm tired, so I'll catch up my friend who already have a "SKRIPSI", Beeeeebeeeb super nganyeli!!! Iya gimana ga nyebelin, masa Devani udah punya judul skripsi, udah penelitian, udah ngadep dokter erma buat minta bimbingan penyusunan, dan next semester he'll just enjoy the SKRIPSI. GIMANA GUE GA KOBONGAN PENGEN NYUSUL SKRIPSI... you know lah jiwa kompetitif gue langsung ON!
         Dan sekarang, okay meski gue baru semester 5 (baru 2 minggu malah) tapi why not banget gitu hlo kalo mulai sekarang gue pengen cepet lulus dan cepet jadi dokter, nikah and have a super cute beybi hohoho oke fokus meta... fokus... mari kejar proposal penelitian dulu...

         Jadi ceritanya dekanat FK UJ bikin semacem... apa yaa... ya pendanaan penelitian gitu deh, and mata siapa coba yang ga ijoo... kan lumayan kalo skripsi didanaain :p... akhirnya temen-temen di SRCR dikumpulkan untuk bersama-sama ngejar tuh dana,  tapi jangan pikir yang boleh ikut cuma anak2 SRCR, karena ini sifatnya umum sehingga semua warga FK yang berniat mengerjakan penelitian diharapkan segera mengumpulkan proposal dan DEADLINE TANGGAL 9 BESOK! NAH HLOH... so my team, its me Hilwa and Nila really really stress out at this time hahahaha apalagi hilwa harus belajar juga buat IMO ..itu tuh Indonesian Medical Olympiade, Hilwa ikut lombanya dan si Nila jadi panitianya -_____- gue? cukuplah saya bergalau dengan organisasi lokal saja. Sudah sudaaah....
       So? Lembur yuuk ;) welcome my project, welcome my skripsi... bismillah, semoga proposalnya lolos Ya Allah... AMIN
minta do'anya yaa teman-teman....

CHAPTER THREE

7.59 AM  In a couple minutes I'll face with a devil speel or you can called it a test. But my mind...

11.41 PM Just a couple minutes ago, I just realize, I'll hurt myself again. Apa ini sebanding dengan kesedihan yang akan datang kala semua harus kembali ke realita? Jadi? Masi mau lanjut? Cari masalah sama hati? Tapi candu... Meski sesak tapi... I can't just let this chance.... a chance to talk. Even I know, this won't last for a long time. Is it ever enough?


Its almost six months, sit, wait, hurt. But you won't...

CHAPTER TWO

Hello Septy...
You're back! Can I wish something? Sometimes I wish I have a CIPA for my heart, so I don't have to deal with this pain again. Today I read that poison again, I don't wanna deleted it, but when I read it, its too hurt to read. But I miss him. Am I wrong?

RACUN
Obat salah dosis, timbang secara hati-hati
Hepatotoksik, bersiaplah wahai kau hati
Mati... Nekrosis... Pain.

NASIB
Poor me...
Poor city...
Empty. Hollow. Burrow.