Friend?? Trait0r??

I think s0meoNe who became a trait0r must be our friend at the first time, and h0w ab0ut if s0me0ne y0u called as a bestfriend lie to y0u? Do i have to f0rgive them?Of c0urse i must f0rgive them. We're bestfriend,right? And i think friendship is ab0ut need each other,but h0w if they d0nt need me and i need them? Is it still call a friendship? Its bugging me! I d0nt wanNA d0ubt my friend, i want they happy with their b0yfriends.But s0metime i neEd they,i feeling s0 al0ne,c0z i d0nt have b0yfriend just like them.i just have 2 busy bestfriends,and i really want to belive that they need me too.What i've to do n0w? Pe0ple always say that bestfriend is m0re imp0rtant than b0yfriend. I think that was wr0ng if y0u have a b0yfriend. Well,thats what i get in this h0liday. Do i a selfish girl? I just want to hanging out with them,sh0pping,see m0vies,sharing st0ries,i just wanna have fun with them.